I don't know if you're open to things like this but I need to get it off my chest ok so I've been in love with the same girl since 2004 and we dated once after a lot of years of disconnect and different schools but I'm still in love with her and I just want to be with her but distance killed us the first time and I hate myself for letting her leave without fighting for her over something as simple as distance and now we just talk periodically and it's only a couple texts if I'm luck and I'm sad
Maybe you’re still holding onto something with her. If I was in your situation, I think I would feel the need to say everything to her. Tell her I regret not fighting for her and that I miss her so much. If you get everything off your chest it might open another window of opportunity with each other. Or maybe it could just be a little bit of closure. I don’t think you should leave things left unsaid. I personally find it hard to move on in that case.